00 Period U.S. History

We start this movie based in the 50's called "American Grafiti". It's pretty interesting, and it beats listening to the teacher lecture all day... I LOVE Mr. Heitz and all, but uhh, yeah. Movies are neat. Oh, yeah! I have to do this report on Buddy Holly which is due on the 2nd of April. I'm probably going to procrastinate until the last day, or, do it sometime this week if I get bored. Hell, I might even do it now after I blog.

A2

Nothing happens....

A3 Health

We had three guest speakers that went through alchoholism, drugs, etc. One was I think.. 19, another 17, and another just 16. Wow. Just listening to their stories astounds me of the stupidity of people when it comes to drugs. Hot damn. I don't give a shit if I get all this hate mail from idiots saying, "Yo duuuuude, u don't kno what ur missing, mang! You shuld at leeeest try sum beer!!1!11one!1" Bah.

Lunch

So, it turns out that Jimmy has been saying all this shit to Trent [Kyle's older brother] that he and Ashley had sex 837983745 times. All lies. So, Ashley was originally planning on BASHING Jimmy to the lockers and confront him about it, but all she did was confront him for about two seconds, and left. Everyone in our group were looking forward on her making a big scene, but she's really not the violent/attention seeking type such as I.

A4 English

Here come the big guns. One of the counselors come to our class for the entire period to talk about next year's schedule plans and crap. She gave us our elective sheets, made us do a bunch of "exercises" that would supposedly get us to know ourselves and blah blah blah. One of the exercises was this thing called True Colors. I took the test-thingy majigers, and found them quite interesting. Here's the first "Who am I?" exercise word cluster thing:

Here are a cluster of words in 3's. There are four categories. Put a "4" next to the cluster of words that you feel is most like you, and a "1" next to the cluster of words that is least like you.

First batch

Active, Variety, Sports --- 4
Oraganized, PLan, Neat --- 1
Nice, Helpful, Friends --- 2
Learning, Science, Privacy --- 3

Second batch

Fun, Action, Contests --- 4
Clean, On-Time, Honest --- 1
Caring, People, Feelings --- 2
Curious, Ideas, Questions --- 3

Third batch

Playful, Quick, Adventurous --- 4
Helpful, Trustworthy, Dependable --- 1
Kind, Understanding, Giving --- 2
Independant, Exploring, Doing well --- 3

Fourth batch

Busy, Free, Winning --- 4
Follow Rules, Useful, Save Money --- 1
Sharing, Getting Along, Animals --- 2
Thinking, Solving Problems, Challenge --- 3

Fifth batch

Exciting, Lively, Hands-on --- 3
Pride, Tradition, Do things Right --- 2
Nature, Easy Going, Happy Endings --- 1
Books, Math, Making Sense --- 4

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As you see, my rating for the clusters of words are all the same, except for the last part. So yeah, the first one is Orange [Click here to view what it says on the back], which is what they say fits me the most. I got a total of 19 points for orange, but Green came close with 17 points [Click here to view the back]. Third place came in for 9 points, which is Blue [Click here to view the back]. And last but not least, is Gold, which came in with 6 points [click here to view the back].

Honestly, my spontaneous side is really just the outer part of me, the part of me when I am with my friends, or when I meet new people [preferably people my age, being wild and spontaneous in front of adults really doesn't make a good first impression]. But... that's just a mask that I managed to make myself over the years. I was having this exact same discussion with Stephanie, which was pretty darn deep when we really got into it. I confessed to her that I used to be a very VERY quiet and independant child growing up. I was a loner. At first, I used to WANT to make new friends.. which was when I was in the Philippines, and my first year in the U.S. But, eventually, I got a little anti-social and made very few friends because I hated a lot of people. My "social mask" eventually formed in between 7th and 8th grade, and BLEW UP when I got into high school.

Although.... deep inside, I still love working by myself and I love to isolate myself from my friends once in a while. Some [or most] of them really do get in my nerves, and I can only keep my mask on or keep quiet for little amounts of time. My patience isn't that big. I get pissed of really easily, which is actually a combination of the color Orange and Green. Green is cool and anti-social, while Orange is wild and very very social. I guess I managed to create a status in between that is only anti-social and a wild, violent phase when I get pissed off. It's like, when I'm in my "green phase", my irritability of being a loner somehow GRABS my orange side and uses Orange's energy to focus on being pissed off. And ohhhhhh boy, do I get pissed off. My Orange side, on the other hand, uses Green's intelectual abilities into it's side of wit and charm. Thus, I find myself making friends pretty easily. Although, with the bitterness of Green, I find myself losing friends just as fast.

So all in all, I guess my schizophrenic presonalities evens out.

[Holy shit, I spend more time Blogging than doing my homework. This is pretty damn sad.]